There is 1 thing I do know in my own personal belief.
That there is a God of us all & that gives me such a relief.
“It’s God’s glory to conceal a matter & the glory of Kings to search out a matter.”
Knowing someone out somewhere is the very essence of what I desire.
That could fill this hole inside, so I go through life performing acts of a trier.
Ever seeking to prove this mystery is what I require.
Knowing that God left an answer, is what fills me up with an untold fire!
Of wanting to know the how or when or who or what or why am I here?
What is it in me that has God holding onto me, am I a peer?
Who am I to be thought of this way in God’s eyes so dear?
When is it God will say to come on Home, is it near?
How will I respond upon meeting the 1 who has a hold on me, do I fear?
What I don’t know!
What is my response to the 1 who is so high above.
My way of thought, especially within Love.
Will I remember my past to hang my head in shame?
Will God say no my Love, because I see you as the same?
Will God say welcome Home, finally hearing my true name!