My surroundings swallow me up
I slowly fall down
I close my eyes as I drift closer to the ground
The air is thicker
It makes my lungs burn
It makes my heart bleed and my stomach turn
My brain is fuzzy
My body feels weak
I let myself drown to find the peace i seek
The silence is broken
My head gets clearer
I start to float up as the surface gets nearer
I open my eyes
I wish to sleep
But instead i smile and joke when i speak