midnight drive

A Small List of Things I Wish I Got to Say to You

1. Fuck you.
2. Thank you for letting me feel love again, even if it was brief.
3. Fuck you, again.
4. I’m not sure when you stopped loving me, but I imagine it was soon after you met me, but you felt like you were “in too deep to turn back now”.
5. You said I live a chaotic lifestyle. Well, newsflash honey, depression is rarely organised.
6. I still love you. So, fuck you.
7. Thank you for proving to me that I shouldn’t trust anyone.
8. I miss the little things. The arguments over tea towels, the way you look at me funny when I say something strange. But I know that’s gone now.
9. I’m sorry I wasn’t enough.