You
Never forgotten forever here
you\'re the first thing on my mind
you\'re the first thing I see in the mirror
I lost you only a month ago
I feel like I\'m going crazy
please say it isn\'t so
I put on a happy face
I see you everywhere I look
but nothing, nothing could take your place
you\'re one angel heaven shouldn\'t have took
your blonde hair and beautiful face
i only got to hold you once and still
I wish that god had taken me in your place
everything still doesn\'t feel real
I hear your heartbeat in my ears
I see you everywhere I go
I can\'t help but feel the sting of all the tears
I don\'t wish this pain for anyone to know
Being a mother is something I always wished
seeing you suffer through all that pain though
that\'s something that can\'t be missed
I wish I didn\'t have to be in this world to see you go
I have days where I wish I wasn\'t alive
I have days I wish not get out of bed
I have days i wished I didn\'t survive
I have days you don\'t stay out of my head
Theres nothing I wouldn\'t do to bring you back
I\'ve thought of it all
I can\'t help but think this is gods form of attack
if I had one call to Heaven you\'d be the one i would call
i pray for you baby boy
I hope you\'re happy up there
You brought my life only joy
The love I had for you was only yours never to share
I love you more than life
nothing could ever replace the love I had for you
the pain in my heart is that of a knife
Continuing to love you is the only thing I can do
I miss you so much words cannot say
You were my one and only
I pray to see you again every day
Until I see you again I will forever be in my heart lonely