I am trapped in confusion as life takes its toll.
I am slowly forgetting ,I\'m losing control.
I am lost in the new world
Not far from my past.
Have I lost a long struggle with my mind at last?
I am spinning in circles
Getting dizzy with each turn.
As I see a sudden glimpse of my mind begin to burn..
I am screaming out in terror,
As I run through darkened Halls.
I am searching as I panic
To escape these dreadful walls.
I am forced to face the darkness,
All the pain inside of me.
Am I strong enough to beat again,
My mind\'s insanity.
I am slowly losing strength,
I can feel my heartbeat fade,
Have I gone too far to stop this time?
The lies my mind has made.
I am waking by the pounding,
There\'s a knock upon my door,
I am greeted by my mind,
For to struggle with once more.
I am seeing in my future
A certain point of no return,
Where I\'ll feel that glimpse of fire.
That my mind is sure to burn.
Laurie Christine Seifried
1988