To be an eccendentesiast
Long word for an action so simple, to hide your pain behind a smile.
People are too unaware to second-guess a smile.
It is ironic how many times people around me have asked \"why are you always smiling\"
Becoming so good at it,that even I fooled myself too.
Not surprised, if I can fool everyone, I could fool myself too right?
Im not saying it\'s a bulletproof plan
Sometimes the pain leaks out so much that I can\'t breath but for now ....
Ill smile the pain away until night
comes...one day I\'ll have to stop right?