One last kiss
I don’t know why some insist on this
When it’s over, it’s over and it’s meaningless
Even so, if I’d known that’d be the last night
And it’d end the next day in a fight
While we were asleep and it was peaceful, I would’ve held you longer and more tight
I would’ve stayed up as long, woken up as early, as I could to feel you, see your face
Hold you in my embrace
Where my body and heart felt at home, where I knew I was in the right place
I wish I had never met you
But just because you made my skies gray doesn’t mean you didn’t once make them blue
Make me angry, but I have to acknowledge that and can’t rid of the memories of everything, good and bad, you put me through
Meaning, I know you lack, we are all no more significant than a wind gust
So not being able to dismiss my memories and feelings for you makes me feel disgust
Just like me, you’re nothing more than a speck of rust
But I wish I could’ve had one last kiss even still
Fingers through your hair, bodies and lips together, the thrill
But I can shrug it off, because it’d be meaningless, and even if not, I never will