cry baby

i used to get called a cry baby

so i trained my eyes to decieve

now im older and better at lying

covered in cracks that are never seen


i know i should let my guard down

but ive forgotten how to cry

because lifes always treated me kinder

when ive hidden my tears with a lie


and maybe im just scared 

that if the floodgates are unlatched 

the waters ive been damming

wont ever want to go back