FredPeyer

What happened to my dreams?

What happened to my dreams?

           

when gazing into the mirror after my morning pee

a fourteen year old boy was looking back at me

half awake I saw my former self it seems

when he asked “what happened to all my dreams?”

 

I tried to remember, think all the way back

but my mind was slow, empty and black

what were my dreams when I was still a child

some were crazy, exhilarating and wild

 

I was going to change the world for the better

grow up and follow these dreams to the letter

but somehow life interfered, I lost my way

the goals were still there but I went astray

 

I turned away from the mirror deeply in thought

thinking of my life and what it had brought

we start out bright-eyed and with great zeal

rarely knowing what is false and what is real

 

we charge ahead, the world at our feet

not afraid or worried about injury, cold, or heat

we want to break right through the wall

without regard to danger or failure at all

 

but then we slow down, start to build a life

end up in a house with kids and a wife

to feed the family we work from morning till dawn

the dreams we once had are mostly gone

 

but when we get old with nothing to do

these old dreams seem to pop up anew

suddenly they are front and center in our mind

but during our life we have left them behind

 

we think that maybe there is enough time

to do now what we did not in our prime

realizing our dreams now would be great

unfortunately, now is most likely too late