I suddenly had the thought of remembering
how I was before
because many old interests like cartoons, tv series, and activities,
I just do not have interest in them anymore.
Actually, I still do
but it seems like it is not part of my focus
nor my passion...nor my obsession
but like...something I need to be into...first.
Now, I am done with that
and thinking back
and remembering about them...
...nothing more than the past that I once had.
Once had...because a huge part of me
already let them go
because they are no longer a part of who and what I am now
but I am in gratitude for experiencing them...this...show.
Sometimes, I look at my day today...everyday
like it is a TV Show...A Drama...A Series
and I would wonder about today’s episode
because I am not the director...but An Actor In This Story Every Day.
- Joker Green