You sit thinking every night
About that
About you
But why do you have to question yourself when the relationship is perfect
But maybe it\'s not what you think
Maybe it\'s just not meant to be
But why do you keep holding on
Why can\'t you just let go
Is it because you feel like you won\'t be ok on your own?
Or maybe it\'s because your scared of being alone because he\'s the only one that\'s similar home
Maybe your scared of building up the trust that you made with him
Because you made a bridge to tear it down but sometimes that bridge just isn\'t right any more
Because one day that bridge will need renovating
Someday that bridge will need to be knocked down because it\'s fell apart because of the cracks that\'s it\'s got over the years
But you will be ok
I promise
It\'s only the unknown that is the biggest part of your fears
Your hurting because your scared but Is it worth hurting just for now or forever because you can\'t leave
A life is worth living
A life is for you
A life is not worth hurting
“But that one time”
That one time he was nice? That one time felt different? That one time is what you want all the time
Your clinging onto that one time thinking it\'s coming again
But it won\'t because he\'s not going to change and that\'s the truth you keep wiping off yourself every time your crying in the shower.