Merissa

Unwanted Feelings

I thought it was over

And I wouldn\'t feel like this

But nothing ever changes

So why expect bliss

When I knew

 

I was told that it\'s normal

To like those I shouldn\'t

But maybe there\'s a reason

It was something I couldn\'t

Ever do

 

Not by choice. Not by morals.

Not by anything right.

So what is my problem

I\'m tired of this stupid fight

I ensue

 

Tell me how to fix this

Tell me what I need

Tell me it gets better

Tell me how to feed

This clue

 

I\'m ready to be. I\'m ready to see. 

I\'m ready to find the truth.

Just help me get out

And enjoy the youth 

I view

 

I\'m done with this crap

Or at least I want to be

But changing is hard

When all I want to see

Is you

 

I guess just forget it

And put it behind

It\'s apart of me now 

Stuck in the mind I

grew