What\'s the point of trying when you don\'t
really care? I only do things, lately it seems,
for the sake of doing them. Like a
robot who is told what to do; pick up this,
clean that, then shut down. Persuaded to
do what is considered right, wise, smart,
expected. What would happen if I didn\'t?
Not caring enough to find out, I choose
the easier (actually harder) and better
(is it though?) option, waiting for it to
suddenly matter.