I don’t feel like myself
I chose to surround myself with people I disagree with and I feel as though through the influence I’ve lost the originality of my opinion
Maybe it’s more grounded in fact than it was, but it\'s not mine
Everything just seems so warped
I feel like I don\'t enjoy things the way I used to
I ramble at every given opportunity, that’s not who I am
I changed my surrounding because I didn’t want to feel so desperate for attention
I’ve tried so hard to be chill and agreeable and “come into my own” that I don’t recognize myself and it’s a hard fact to face
I just want to know who it is staring at me in my reflection
I thought getting out of depression meant that I was better and that things would work out, but now that I’m not sad, I’m just confused