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Government largesse courtesy Uncle Sam

 

(Tidbit of trivia: associated with

businessman from Troy, New York,

Samuel Wilson, known affectionately

as “Uncle SamWilson. The barrels

of beef that he supplied the army

during War of 1812 were stamped

U.S.” to indicate government property).

 

Today March 30th, 2021

$2800.00 stimulus check came in the mail

I intend to open joint account with the missus.

 

Citizens Bank

(formerly Commonwealth)

constitutes the financial repository,

where yours truly maintains

his savings and checking account.

 

Though aforementioned

amount of money merely pocket change,

I feel gratitude regarding said funds

issued courtesy Treasury Department,

which in tandem to

monthly direct deposit ($900.00)

social security allotment

helps keep me financially afloat

otherwise yours truly

will experience a one two knockout

overdraft paralyzing sucker punch.

 

Whereby white as a sheet ghostly color,
sans countenance of mine

impossible to differentiate between
Lenovo external screen background

myopia no deterrent as jaw slackened
upon Citizens Bank notification.

 

The following written circa recent past,

when bouts of monetary

adversity occurred quite often

current spate of ill health plagued me
with (relentless stomach virus)

triggered emotional state
Kamikaze nose dived
into forbidding deathwish
gastrointestinal Civil War


relentlessly raged kickstarting
linkedin body, mind, spirit
emergency necessitating transfer of funds,
and/ or anonymous philanthropic injection

to staunch, stave, and stay hemorrhaging,
whereby checking account

 

beyond restoration, sans life support

heroic measures sense (cents) less,

now, mine entire being
excruciating figurative explosion,
viz rapidly fired projectile
as if \"FAKE\" mandibles bit the bullet

 

self destruction declaration reactivated
casus belli (caused by ache\'n belly)

just on cusp of recovery
succumbed to lowest record nadir

kindling, sparking, and whip sawing
plea for salvation or termination,


mine abysmal ad hoc existence
evincing illogic, quixotic, tragic...

charade, facade, masquerade, et cetera

accursed woe synonymous with Sisyphus

condemned to Hades exhausting

arduous, laborious, torturous... punishment

 

social security disability deposit
congenital schizoid personality disorder

attendant anxiety, obsessive/ compulsive
disorder, panic attacks tempered,
half dozen plus prescription medications

some categorized selective serotonin

reuptake inhibitors (SSRIs)
provide alleviation to psyche.