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What\'s Best For Her, But I Still Want More

For years, I’ve thought it’s been love, but I’ll never be more than her friend

But that’s alright by me, because to every need, desire and request she makes known to me, I will attend

When hardships have invaded her life, she has talked to me, and her heart, I have tried to mend

She’s strong enough to not need me, but she’s never hesitated to still on me at times depend

 

It may not be all I want, but it is all I require

She will have everything she needs, that is what is important as to what I desire

She turns to me when she needs someone to talk to, when she needs help, that is enough for me to aspire

Even so, thinking about it sometimes puts my head on fire

 

It has made me feel confused before

I just wish I could feel what she feels so I could be at peace as to why she does not want more

Would knowing, would feeling, make my heart any less sore?

Damned be it, regardless, there is still nothing, her, I would not do for

 

I don’t feel like I deserve more by anything I’ve done

Yet, can she not to me for anything run?

But it’s enough that she does, doing everything I can to take care of her is enough to make me feel like I’ve won

But at the same time, I haven’t scored number one

 

All I need, is for her to be alright

And I’m content knowing she will be, because she turns to me to help her fight

When she needs the help in any plight

But I want more, and this confused desire is still keeping me awake tonight