tired of an empty feeling
i’m tired of being alone
no one texting or calling
so what’s the use of my phone
if my phone rings
i jump right to it
it can be anything
but it’s just a scam shit
i do get texts
every now and then
but there’s one in particular
that i want texts from again and again
it doesn’t upset me if i don’t get a text
from that certain one
i just get lonely
because i don’t text anyone
i know i should talk to more people
and not depend on her
it’s just hard to open up
and talk to someone like how i talk to her
i just became so comfortable
but it can give her weight on her shoulders
all the venting can make her worry
and i don’t want her to carry my boulders