My eyes are full of unnamed ghosts. A transparent wall, impossible to pass through. Captured in hazy photos of yesterday. Calling out your name.
I spill myself like wine, longing for unattainable happiness. When life gets insufferable I remember you, there in the sun, in a moment of pleasure, in the whiteness of your skin. When we were young the world was ours. Now I\'m longing for unattainable happiness, in dark hallways, in dark streets. Longing for peace.
I latch onto buoys in violent seas. Navigating towards dry land. I looked into his eyes and seen sadness. So big I\'m suffocating in a paragon of depression. In the celestial light of moon rock.
Friends never die. We follow arcs, we follow the glimmer of twilight. Even when you invalidate my feelings, I don\'t want to hold a grudge. I want to let go. So I reach into the day, but everything is the same. Nothing has changed.
I feel my wet mouth, swallow the pill. The rain of every forgotten child. Drink until you can\'t feel anymore, until the pain is a memory of time. Flow with the day with summer winds. Unwind in the embrace of loving arms. Pour gasoline on the fire in my heart.