dusk arising

was that me

was that me?
did i tread on too many
cracks in the pavement
or some thing whilst
searching out the truth
that\'s inside me.
where is it?
what is it?
things which light my eyes.
do i have meaning
seeing myself as i am?
is this as its meant to be?
is there an understanding to be had?
questions about afterlife, previous lives
my own worst enemy
do i open my heart too quickly?