My other half longs to be in control
Because this side of me has destroyed
all of the things that it meant to be me
And I cannot change the things that I did
But I remain selfish in my choice to not set her free
Because if I did,
I would lose the things I think make me whole
And I do not want to go through the process of grief once again
I know the void would be filled
But I cannot give up my temptations