Times have changed
Today everything was out of place
I slept until I had to awake
So tired of life
So far behind
The lists of unfinished tasks in my notebook
Keeping my head above water
I feel the pressure of the mountains on my shoulders
Burdens always holding me down
I don\'t know who I am, have so many questions
In and out of revolving doors
Caught in the snare of life
Smoking my last cigarette
I look at the sky
So sad and so drunk
Self-aware of the thoughts in my mind
In a madhouse of unspeakable things
I feel so unimportant
Climbing to new dawns, new horizons
Cleaning out the horde
The tears in my eyes, volcanic lies
I\'m a wallflower, turned over a new leaf
Naked between my bedsheets
I can\'t believe I\'m turning 23 this September
And my life is a fucking mess.