brothervilheim

Am I not lonely?

Overthinking sinking on the brink again

This state generates hate and im breaking

It’s all happiness in my face and I cant take it,

I don’t mean it maliciously nor viciously but my fake smile begins to choke me when im asked are you not lonely,

Of course I am company is a basic need of humanity

But im lost see she cracked and crumbled me, chewed up and spat out everything inside of me.

And for so long I felt nothing but the cavity a void that consumed me

Ive had to rebuild everything outside and in right down to my psyche

But in this situation of isolation I feel like alone is how im supposed to be.