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Eclipse

I’m still waiting for everything to align in a perfect circle

Where everything fits faultless and exists cohesively

It’s tiresome to have a mind that’s always running

My life has been like never ending moon cycles

Sometimes it seems full

Sometimes it seems broken

But it never stays too good or too bad for long

It’s always running in the same direction

Repeating old patterns of peace and depression

And reliving moments that are the tangible evidence I was ever happy

The only tangible evidence I wasn’t always alone

These days my demons are the only thing I keep close