I didn\'t want to admit it
and it was easier for me to lie,
be happy on the outside,
and hide the pain in my heart.
No, I didn\'t want to admit,
how my heart bleeds.
I really want to calm it down,
and stand firm on my feets.
I feel so forgotten,
so betrayed, so abandoned,
There is not a soul that would be mine
and no forgiveness at this time.
No, I didn\'t want to admit,
that I won\'t even succeed.
Straighten my wings,
my luck melted like snow at spring.
It\'s hard to admit that my home
does not fullfills my dreams,
so I just put my head down quietly
and I cry so alone ...