The things you hated about yourself that you saw in me
Will haunt me like a chain ridden ghost
Chain link fence
Puppy paw nose
Big fat lip
Big ugly liar
Mirrors in my eyes make you curse the tears that roll down my ripened cheeks
Peaches in Georgia
Fuzzy pink roses
Static in my brain buzzing and mumbling
Numbers in my account
Break a sweat
Numbers in my account
Don’t make sense to me
Working working hard
Hardly working haha.
So sad and not free.
And you didn’t call so I’ll curl up and remember how you fingered my absent work pants
And part your rosy lips
To ask “where’s my hammer?”
Smirk, lapped up on your tongue and in my mouth.
Hair dye stinks now.
Hair dye will no longer smell like you in no time.
No time at all.
Broad shoulders and orange light basking in the car, resting your head while you drive.
I hate you for what you did.