I rolled the dice
and got nothing
just two snake eyes
come find me
i\'ll be the one in the back
in the black - crying
while a ghost of a hope is slowly dying
come find me again
i\'ll be waiting in a sinner\'s den
down the street
drinking my drink and smoking my weed
passing the time
till you come around
to find me here all alone
waiting for you all along
dressed in black
while betting all on red
sometimes amused but always sad
at this point i\'ll take what i can get
i have bled and i have cried
i did cheat and i did lie
i\'ve done it all
i\'ve seen sorrow as well as joy
fell for a fate\'s crule ploy
took the devil\'s deal
just to see how i\'ll feel
now it is you before whom i\'ll kneel
because i am ready for your kiss
just come find me and save me from all of this
and if you won\'t do that
then point a gun at me and pull the trigger
for loveless life just doesn\'t metter
the clock is ticking
the glass is empty and the bottle as well
for far too long i did dwell
in this lair of sin
searching for my tribe for my own kin
only to find that there is none
i can\'t remember when was the last time i\'ve seen a sun
everything i\'ve done i did in the dark
it left a stain a scar a mark
on my body and my soul
i have never been whole
for you still haven\'t found me
and i still got those snake eyes
it would be wise to call this to a halt
just know that my life is a cut and your absence is a salt
and if you won\'t read my lines
then at least read the room
otherwise soon it will be empty
words i give to a world are sharp and deadly
i keep the kind sweet ones hidden away
from a light of a day
because they are reserved just for her and the time she\'ll come ready to play
and even if we lose i\'ll win because this time she\'ll stay
pouring different colors into my world of grey