sandra

I\'m sorry I failed you

 

 I\'ll take my punishment, I\'ll do my time,
for all of my failings, all of them mine.
I hate myself for not being calm,
I\'m sorry that my words caused you harm.
But if this is how destiny requires me to pay,
and If time is teaching me the way,
then I\'m here and there\'ll be no fight,
I can\'t ever go back and make my wrongs, right.
I\'m sorry from the depths of my soul,
It\'s now out of my control.
Your gone forever and time has won,
I will forever have to face what I have done.
I will face head on and take what I must,
I\'m sorry I\'ve failed you, im filled with disgust.
My beautiful mum and my best friend,
I failed you right up to the the end.
I should have stopped and held onto you,
I should have kissed and told you I love you.
I\'m ashamed and broken and I can\'t repair what\'s done,
And now daily I feel the hurt from my own child, it\'s my time for some.
So I accept this path I paved, I will accept my pain.
What goes around comes around, its now my turn for the same.