I open my mouth but have nothing to say
In every way you dictate
Cross-faced, you tell me you hate me
You say you never loved me
You never cared, never cared to know me
So I memorize the marks on my body
The lights on the highway
I trust my intuition but doubted therapy
Up all night thinking about our love
Holy memorial in the dark
Is it real or a dream?
You ignore me just to hurt me
Because you know I feel threefold
You know I feel the guilt when the building crumbles
Picking up the pieces in the rubble
I wade through the echo of lost footprints
Inhaling and breathing out
The fresh morning wind, so cool on my skin
The sun vanishing into the white sky
The shadow of the moon when it passes by
I pick the wheat and foam
The alchemist principal
My tears fall into your lap
You catch them like petals
Hyperkinetic stitchfaced kids
Study of optics
The cold winds in my feral heart
Blows your ship back to me, sailing
The friends I made, lost along the way
Blown away by the winds.