So depressed, can\'t remember the past
Now I\'m going crazy and I\'m happy
In the moment
Happy in the moment, smiling at nothing
I used to think... I was so dumb for believing
I could change, now I\'m a sea
Listening to Van Etten
Remembering when I was seventeen
You broke my heart and I put it back together
But I will never be the same
Looking out the window, remembering the old days
In the middle of the night dancing to music
You don\'t know who I am
When I am cold and I\'m distant
In bed, too sick to move
I have reasons why I\'m so blue
Listening to Van Etten
Remembering when I was seventeen.