TheBalladofMebo

Feeling your Presence in your Absence

I get high most times, But recently it\'s an always activity

I just wanna feel numb, I don\'t want to feel anymore

Cause when I say I\'m Aight, my feelings follow you

I later max on my ganja, so that I don\'t call or text

I don\'t open my bedroom curtains or windows anymore

The cold reminds me of your warmth, I feel your touch in Absentia

This gets me in my feelings really bad.

You were the poison in my meat which I will still eat again regardless

If I die let it be, I\'d rather die from a full hurt heart than an empty heart,

It doesn\'t matter how far your well of affection is, I will walk and even crawl to draw water

I am thirsty.

Though you left, my memories and thoughts recycle moments when You and I was Us

Blame it on wishful thinking, But if I had a Gini

All the three wishes will be You You and You; You close to me, You smiling to me

And I want to see the sunset and sunrise with You.

The aesthetic of a lovely dawn or dusk is never enough without the dose of Your warmth near me.

Till then I will dread for the day when I could not only see you when I close my eyes,

But see you in my awaking and slumber in reality.