I get high most times, But recently it\'s an always activity
I just wanna feel numb, I don\'t want to feel anymore
Cause when I say I\'m Aight, my feelings follow you
I later max on my ganja, so that I don\'t call or text
I don\'t open my bedroom curtains or windows anymore
The cold reminds me of your warmth, I feel your touch in Absentia
This gets me in my feelings really bad.
You were the poison in my meat which I will still eat again regardless
If I die let it be, I\'d rather die from a full hurt heart than an empty heart,
It doesn\'t matter how far your well of affection is, I will walk and even crawl to draw water
I am thirsty.
Though you left, my memories and thoughts recycle moments when You and I was Us
Blame it on wishful thinking, But if I had a Gini
All the three wishes will be You You and You; You close to me, You smiling to me
And I want to see the sunset and sunrise with You.
The aesthetic of a lovely dawn or dusk is never enough without the dose of Your warmth near me.
Till then I will dread for the day when I could not only see you when I close my eyes,
But see you in my awaking and slumber in reality.