sandra

Don\'t say anymore

 

However hard I try, its just not enough.
However much I give, the fight is always tough.

Your words cut me deep,
and I am hurting, inside I weep.
Can\'t you ever be nice to me?
Don\'t you understand, can\'t you see?

The constant telling me I should or shouldn\'t,
the pointing fingers saying I couldn\'t.
Why is it I\'m such a fail to you?
Its never enough, whatever I do.

I\'m happy in my place,
I\'m happy in my space.
I work so very hard, why do you not care?
I\'ve been through hell these last few years!

I\'ve been in a war for so long,
I cant take anymore, its just so wrong.
I miss that endless love of my mum and dad
I miss that safe place I always had.

Now from the ones I have loved forever,
are telling me I dont do enough, no never.
I am not sociable, I am old before my time...
I dont deserve this pain, I\'ve committed no crime.

All I\'ve ever really done is love you wholeheartedly,
alway putting you first, every time before me.
Now I expect that same love back,
I just feel your always on the attack.
Defending others in my place,
Shouting awful things to my face.
I\'ve given all I can, loved you from my core,
If there\'s nothing nice to say, then please dont say any more.