How did I wind up in this state?
Moonlight swinging into place
I thought I lost you, my fondest memories
The feeling permeates
Like a growing vine through my bones
I live in regret, wishing I had known
The pleasure will have to end
And there\'s no cure
Our scars fade but I won\'t yield
I touch myself just to feel something
Magical and inspired when I\'m alone
Life was fun but now I\'m just numb
Floating in an endless oblivion
My memories with you comfort me
In times when I\'m alone and thinking
Wanting to be young again
I never could stay
I had to move on, I hope you know
I will never stop thinking about you
Even when the road gets tough
Even when my drink is wearing thin
Let\'s fall into the night and conquer ourselves
Fall free into the dark twinkle
The badlands of a desolate heart
Ice sublimed, when we hear crying children
Doing the right thing
I don\'t care if you don\'t listen
I\'m turning bullets of forgiveness into wine
The red velvet drip of an incessant urge
In the static of white noise
I have nine lives for everyday of the week
And I want the taste of sweet revenge
In the dark I want to play
Tell me my blood will never end.