Today once again begins a new & I\'m still stuck in this rut that\'s making me blue...
But truth be told it\'s nothing new... Who knew...?
When will I know what to do...?
It\'s worse than ever before, I wish I had never walked though that front door...
I wish to handle it right, do what needs to be done & say goodbye once & for all to you, & get away from all the nasty in you...
All these years was my inner voice that I thought was doubt & my insecurities lashing out...
Especially knowing that I was just as bad as you sometimes...
All the fighting & crying we put each other though...
I stood by the knowledge that if we didn\'t make it out the other side, we both only had ourselves to blame...
Either way I believed that we would lead to a better me, a better you...
How wrong, or how far gone was I...?
Why after fourteen years am I still tasting the same old tears...
What\'s the point in being soba if your telling me that it\'s all over...
I can\'t let you win, because I don\'t understand...
I found myself & lost my man...