Questions came up, to ask back what I gave away to survive...
my inner spirit to live another day as deep down I am done.
The main reason I give all I have every day is that maybe I\'ll not be here tomorrow!
This was not to embrace every moment but to make sure I am not forgotten..
Next is my desire to endless escape this reality and drift
Unable to ever truly connect without drowning in it first
Becoming a slave to the object setting me free
I gave away love to be in many places I didn\'t want to be
To young to understand the damage of hidden authenticity
No going back to a life that was now not a part of me
Forever to feel alone amongst friends and family
Only the strongest will survive navigating the 7 seas
May my answers bring calmness within a lighthouse to just be
Where every kiss is not the end but a beautiful beginning