I think about it, about it all.
A long time of me trying to reach me and I’m ignoring the call.
I wanna forget I wanna be a good guy with a powerful mind but now days seems we need a gun at our hip.
But I live behind a smile that I think kills hate, so typical and hypocritical cause the the same smile I give the world the one looking back at my and I hate all things fake.
It’s me vs me and l cant forget, however easy to forgive others.
I see through a lot of lies and just roll with the punches like kids scared we’re all just hiding under the covers.
Im a wreck I’m alone in space I’m just every where like these words just all over the place.
I hear them talk I listen and I try to put myself in their position.
However I wake up and there’s in empty place in my chest there was a demolition.
Fake smile causes crapped jaws and sometimes I need to be alone but company doesn’t feel so bad can I just press pause.
The one thing things can’t do it stop I just need a second.