I wanna go to the place with flowers that match the shades of my heart
From red to pink
As I sink in the liquid I once feared
I wanna say goodbye or maybe a new hello
I wanna see you from the clouds
The day tomorrow will be my final stay
It\'s not bad if it\'s in a natural way
But I\'m impatient with this sun-like smile
No one can hear me or can tell beyond not even the people like butterflies that flutter my heart
Nobody asks
Cause nobody wants to see
I am all alone
Stuck in this unwanted fantasy
If I go tomorrow I\'m still a friend never to go you can even still visit
Even though no one would care if the relationship breaks because friends I guess means they never stay I learn something new every day
I wish the best for your future with you and YOU
I know I hate to say I\'m tired
It invites all the demons but I truly am
I try to keep hope and happiness but it\'s running slim
I know you say I can tell you anything but what if it\'s you that I doubt
Because I tried to shout without shouting
You, I thought to see me through but never did
This confusing path tends to keep me weak
Trying to cry for help but we don\'t speak
Oh how badly I wish you would speak
As your words save my hope I take this as a sign
Your words save my life before I ever die
No one can see my signs
I have no one to lean on who knows me inside out
I always thought but I guess that was just in the moment
I remember the day
As I remember last night which is my first chapter
But this is my final draft
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