Piled rocks heavier than I am
Building up a castle on my heart
At day I am Oziys and Erebus at night
They say it\'ll go away I know it\'s all lies
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How can you be so near but very far from my eyes
Never stops haunting me though I’m speeding 99
Your hand is holding me but only for a night
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I can\'t wake up \'cause the dose they gave me was too high
They don\'t want me to fly
They wanna see me fall too deep into the ground
Spitting lies all over me leaving me to drown
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What do u mean it\'s the best for me you tore my limbs apart
You stomp on my head with your filthy boot while you rise
Your words are burning me even when you say “my love”
I knew you\'ve never cared for me even though you vowed
I wish it was only me you altered but it was the whole tribe
My blood stinks of you I shall drain it and restart
Was not the bullet that killed me it was your fake smile
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Why them and not me what did I do wrong
Your heart is so cold it\'s never been alive
damn your face damn all you ever were
My heart would never wanna see you again
Don\'t beg or cry
Mercy you may never have burn in hell with your pride.
© Arvy
Aug 2021