So many things i wanna say but never do
it\'s scary to ask but not knowing the answer is scarier
~
My mind is racing with thoughts that jostle each other
eyes wide open your face all over my ceiling
it\'s the gravity that i can\'t explain
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Pulling me but i try to push away
so hard to resist so i just go through with my day
working,sweating, bleeding, praying for the blessings to come my way
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I just wanna know you so let me in
Connection is hard to build
but once it\'s built it\'s never easy to break
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The substance is kicking in my veins
so high that i see the world all in grey
just like my feelings never white
never black never the same
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I wanna hold you but so scared you will run away
my heart is beating loud, can u hear it though the distance is far away
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You can say things to me, i\'m gonna swallow like a happy pill
a shoulder to cry on when the load is too heavy to carry alone
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The world is blurry, dungy, dreary but the light is always await
never give up, hearts that love you, for you, will be there
© Arvy
Aug 2021