melancholic philia

Addictive antidote

Can\'t look at you the same 
After you came
Started to build castles in the sky 
But now I\'m stuck wondering if
It all was a lie
My heart is bleeding 
From all the love I gave
For your every beck and call
I was your slave
I tell myself 
Love isn\'t worth the tears
But what is love 
If it\'s not facing your fears

Sitting with my thoughts 
While sipping on your memory 
The moment I saw 
How you looked at me
There was sparks and so much desire 
That moment, all I wanted to do was give in to that fire
Never knew I\'d fall this hard
And then let down my guard
All night I stare and wonder 
If absence really makes the heart grow fonder
Each day I\'m away from you 
Feels like forever