round and round and round...
whirring... spinning...
\"Ah, there goes... my anxiety - there it goes...\"
i can\'t seem to cry
nor scream -
i stay silent
deep inside i wish this was all a dream.
but aren\'t dreams supposed to be bright?
aren\'t they the ones that give you light?
how come mine\'s so dark and dreary -
perhaps this is a nightmare... that\'s why i wake up so weary.
but dont nightmares come in your sleep?
how can it be here when i\'m awake and unable to weep?
the darkness it brings scares me so,
how i wish i can just let go.
however i am held captive by the constant gloom -
closer and closer, i am nearing my doom.
if i ever reach out my hand
will someone help me? will someone understand?
if i ever end up losing this fight -
i want them all to know i did do my best to take back my light.