There was a thrill to be found
In the flood of lights, but now they\'re fading
I\'ve been creating a space to breathe, but now I\'m polluted
The sun sets on a blue lake
I pray for forgiveness, how you made me hate myself
I tell myself to keep my eyes vigilant
I tell myself to keep my mind insane
Can I trust you when I\'ve been bitten?
Can I love a man who stole me from my dreams
And filled me with a false sense of hope?
I\'ve laid down my cards, ripples in still waters
I think your heart is frozen and you know it
I tried to warm it but you push me away every time
I reveal myself and you take my kindness for granted
Kindness for weakness, when I can\'t overpower you
I go back to the lonely pain in my bed
The bells in my head, social psychological dread
Morbid propensities in unforgiving cities
I would fuck you a million times and turn into a gun
If it meant I could end our misery
The taste of metal lingers, faint echoes slip through my fingers
When I repeat myself, a prayer over and over
I come undone, unravelling strips of earth\'s fabric
Bubbles when they burst and I possess no more hope
But a flame faltering and I\'m wishing the stars would rain
There was a thrill to be found
In the flood of lights, but now they\'re fading
I\'ve been creating a space to breathe, but now I\'m polluted
The sun sets on a blue lake.