She is always there,
There in my life,
Now a star shining on me,
That love between us so strong.
But now there is something else,
It is a feeling of guilt,
Guilty at just thinking of me.
I have come to a good place,
A good place in my life
But a twinge of guilt is there.
I should be doing things for her,
But she is not there in person,
Only in my mind and heart.
She will always be there,
There will be nobody else.
I still meet OUR friends
But on my own,
And this guilt at my own pleasure hurts.
I know in time it will pass
And I will be stronger,
Strong in that love between us
That will be there for eternity,
And the guilt I feel will be gone,
But that guilt is there,
There at the moment,
And is hard to lose.