Peculiarly Lauren

Light everything on fire

light everything on fire, for the crimes he has done to me. Send him to god to explain his affairs, the lies, the deception, fraud not ever being known to repair. Zip the laces, the buttons and ties of a wedding dress I was never able to wear — watch me run through mud the way you ran me so deep into the ground; suffocating me with soil and filling my head with ‘I’ll take care of you’ symphonies. the last thing I wish I could ever say to you is just how much I hate you. I hate that I fell in love with and let you ruin me along the way; the things I adored no longer recognizable to my hands and fingers. I am bitter,

I am hurt

light everything on fire for the sins that finally emerged.