I was once so innocent...
I never knew that as I grew what a shock I was in for, with the world outside my door & with the family from within...
I didn\'t know that it was only matter of time from when I could talk & walk that my life was hanging on a single string that wasn\'t to long & was wearing very thin...
And that it would be the people inside my home that would be the first of many to turn my world upside down for reasons I yet still haven\'t found...
The only thing I truly know is that there\'s lies & nasty everywhere you go...
But as all my story\'s start at home & with the professionals that come & go, telling lies, yes lie as I will show...
But has a little girl who\'s been ruined within I really didn\'t know what game I was in...
I certainly didn\'t have a choice & I certainly didn\'t win...
I never knew how much I would have to struggle just to stay a float...
I never knew how much madness lead to so much of my sadness...
I had to learn the hard way, that very rarely people are true to who they say they are, & hardly ever stick to what they say they will do...
And at the end of it all I would be left on my own to figure it out that no one really cared at all...
Lies where told & told by all...
Yet I was the only one to take the burnt of it all, I was the only one that fell not from grace at all...
That people would constantly put me down, leaving me hanging, unbalanced & confused by all the contradiction\'s & lies...
I\'m surprised I ended up with so much love in my eyes, because I once only felt such despise, anger & hate...
I\'m blessed really & grateful too that I learned long ago to let go...