Falling for him was like an ocean
On the surface of it all was
A smooth texture
Calm and composed
A quiet but yet gentle touch
That swallowed you whole
Your smile
A beautiful mixture of features
Laid a million lies between those creases
Every word slapped me
Every lie mixed with anger and regret
Every kiss felt like thorns
Every I love you felt cold
And every “its only you” felt uneasy
Your love no longer felt warm
No longer calm and collected
No longer sweet but now suffocating
Pulling me back and into it again
Peaking and then flattening
A never ending cycle
Of a tidal wave
Full of suffering