I lay there
as I lose feeling in my body
after the crying
after the hyperventilation
the end of my mental breakdown
no longer moving
barely breathing
crying but not feeling the emotions along with it
tears just drain from my eyes
last night was a storm
a cycle of rain and thunder
can\'t feel
I look at what caused this
the feelings of love not surfacing back
I feel yet nothing
for the man in front of me
I feel nothing
I feel like an empty jar
with the lid sealed tight