My existence is harmful
I\'m very scornful
I\'m very unhelpful
My existence became stressful
Sometimes I\'m detrimental
My birth was accidental
Counselors were ineffective
I felt defective
It ended up pointless
I ended up voiceless
Fighting was futile
School life was brutal
It was useless
My stepdad was ruthless
I was unproductive
I couldn\'t take it, I was disruptive
I became inefficient
All my memories are reminiscent
I found myself undesirable
I was unrecognizable
My parents thought I was very eruptive
My mind felt corrupted