Suddenly im scared everything looks bleak.
Im struggling to breath i feel so weak
My thoughts are coming at me sharp and fast
My stomachs in knots the world spins past
I can’t focus now its all coming back
This is more then just a panic attack
I tried so hard and for so long
I built myself up i thought i was strong But here i am begging for relief Overcome with sadness and grief Letting my mind control how i feel I can’t tell if any of this is real
Has my luck finally ran out
Now I’m drowning in this constant doubt At a cross roads the pressure mounts Everything i achieved, nothing counts
So raw and rough this emotional ride
I dont want to be me i just want to hide Slipping away that comfortable feeling Now im left empty my head is reeling For you i know its hard to understand
Im sorry this was never what i planned Hopefully this will make us stronger
And we dont stay this way any longer