Ajax (he/xe)

Addicted

I love the feeling of hunger

As it courses through my veins

Begging, pleading for me to eat

What if I don\'t want to?

I know what I\'m doing.

It\'s oddly fulfilling 

To see the numbers go down

\"I\'ll eat later\"

Is a lie we\'ve all spoken

The world teaches us to look a certain way

But others teach us to stay the same

Who do we believe?

It\'s all so confusing.

I don\'t eat to try to please people

Then I get yelled at for it

Because they say it\'s not okay

They say I\'m not okay

I know that. 

But I want to do this on my own

Leave me be.