*Trigger Warning*
Depiction of Suicide (and maybe other things?)
Recently I
Decided that I
Wanted to do
Something with my mind
So I got a gun
And I pulled the trigger
Displaying my brains
Like a beautiful picture
What a piece of art
Struggle in the heart
Fly upon the wall
Studying the parts
Sort of like Picasso
World disfigured
Light upon the wings
As they flit to a flicker
High above the ground
Feeling disembodied
Such euphoria
Could have been a hobby
Life transcending
Cracks of a vessel
Wandering in soul
Finally feeling special
Looking through the eyes
Kaleidoscope-vision
Buzzing through the sky
Only one mission
Try to hypnotize
Forget what I witnessed
World a dinner plate
As I eat with a grimace
Nothing left to do
Goals set to check-mark
Floating in this room
Need a new benchmark
Plenty of ideas
In light of distraction
Never looked more peaceful
In fragments and fractions
Gorging myself
Feeling so content
Body about to burst
In this breaking of lent
Everything a blessing
Get me through the day
A small sacrifice
That will go a long way
Time to fade off
No unfinished business
Guilt given up
Finding forgiveness
Time has stopped
No more stress upon me
Nothing left to haunt
In the absence of body
Living my best life
Feasting on death
With this short life
That I have been blessed
Living each day
Like it’s full of potential
For life is a gift
In these moments so temporal
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